bersama malam

Malam ini..

aku.kembali.berfikir..tentang.semua..cita..rasa..juga..cerita..

dalangnya.memanglah.pribadiku..

aku.yang.mengawali..inginanku..yang.tak.pernah..sepenuh.hati..

terpenjara..dalam.ego..diri..tak.terfikir..akan.seperti.ini..

kepalaku..memang.batu..juga.angkuh..entah..siapa..aku..ini..

a writing by michael oher(The.Blind.Side)

Courage is a hard thing to figure. You can have courage based on a dumb idea or mistake. But you are not supposed to question adults or your coach or your teachers, because they make the rules. Maybe they know best, but maybe they don’t. It all depend on who you are, where you come from.
Didn’t at least one of those six hundred guys think about giving up and joining with the other side?

I mean…The Valley of Death… that’s a pretty salty stuff.

That’s why courage is tricky.
Should you always do what others tell you to do?

Sometimes you may not even know why you’re doing something. I mean … any fool can have courage.

But honor, that’s the rare reason you either do something or you don’t. It’s who you are and may be who you want to be. If you die trying for something important then you have both honor and courage. And that’s pretty good.

I think that’s the writer was saying; that you should hope for courage and try for honor. And may be even pray that the people telling you what to do .. have some too.

-written by Michael Oher on The Blind Side-

negri 1001……

Tentang negri 1001 bualan.
Tentang negri 1001 hayalan..
Tentang negri 1001 harapan…

Bukan negri dongeng 1001 malam aladin yang ingin ku tuliskan,
Itu sudah terlalu banyak di ceritakan orang…
Negri ini berada di belahan tenggara asia
Salah satu negara terbesar di dunia
Lahir dalam perjuangan yang teramat keras
Dalam 1001 lautan harapan pejuang juga rakyatnya

Hidup dalam 1001 masa jajahan
Bahkan ketika kemerdekaan itu telah di lantunkan
Di kendarai oleh 1001 penguasa,,,
Bersamanya 1001 bualan di ucapkan
Tanpa ada 1001 aksi untuk mewujudkan

Negri 1001 bualan
Negri 1001 hayalan
Negri 1001 harapan

Lantunan 1001 janji yang tinggalan hayalan
Bukan lagi harapan…
Dalam buaian 1001 masa jajahan
Bersamanya 1001 mimpi tercipta,,
Tapi mentari tak pernah berpihak untuk bertindak…

Hanya ada gelap dan malam disana
Hanya ada bualan dan hayalan disana
Tanpa pernah adalagi mimpi dan harapan tercipta…

jakarta, 8 Feb